DrexilWatcher

The holidays are a rather taxing time for me. There are a million plans to make and well...what am I supposed to get more make for those that are getting gifts from me? I apologize to those I didn't get to this year...one can only stretch so far. After that's all good and done its two weeks or so to myself. This itself can drive anyone nuts. I'm not sure how sane I am to begin with, but who is? Its enough to go get out a hockey mask and chainsaw. Sounds like something I should paint... I digress. A friend this year asked to check up on her pet cat this year. I've met the furball in the past. Generally I just don't know what to do with them.

Its something to me to make some really pretty work. Its just hard to find the time. That is not to say I am not working. Each day I work on something small. Not worth showing the world. But with work how it is and internship work on the side I just can't ever get at finishing anything. Its rather depressing. In fact I've shudder away from deviantart for a good while for the shame of having.nothing to show y'all. I do wish to put more up nd do plan on it. Alas my computer is now dead . I spose the fates are against me eh? Hopefully I will have a new computer soon. And a new income. Unfortinately work is laying us off. Any idea how to make mo

I think a lot of why I don't post anything these days is that I'm either too busy or I lose interest in a lot of the work I start up ( I think I have something like thirty or so pieces that I may never finish sitting there in the background).  It's only when I feel forced to finish something that I will push it to a finished product right now.  For example the book cover I have been working on for a friend is probably one of my best pieces that actually has people in it.  The employer forces me forward.  But he tells me I'm doing a great job the entire way.  I sound selfish, but if he told me I am no good I don't think I'd have any pride left